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Clark Chaos wrote:Seattle fucking sucks, Luke made the right choice. Get the fuck out of there and don't look back or regret it.

I don't miss it at all.

Well, except the band, friends and family. of course.

Yeah, that is the only magnetic force that brings me back everytime... friends and music. Luckily I have no band anymore so that takes care of that .

AndrogynousCharade wrote:Yeah, that is the only magnetic force that brings me back everytime... friends and music. Luckily I have no band anymore so that takes care of that .

You always have a band. All you need is a computer, a few mics, and time. If you can't find the right players that "get it" then fuck em. Do it yourself. Make a kick ass studio EP track by track and play/program all the instruments. Mix it down to complete sickness and use that as a template for hiring players if you choose. Pretty much you only have to say one thing to them. "If you can beat my programs, you are hired." One would have to think that you have enough respect built up to justify no compromise to your vision. A professional musician would have to understand the potential future they would have supporting that vision.
I have a vision as well. I just don't have hardly any of the respect it takes for anyone to trust it so I have to keep it to myself and stick to making it happen vocally. Unfortunately, this leads to a feeling of a strangulation to the soul and it takes a serious belief in yourself to continue to hold on to the vision.
So you might be the Donald Trump of metal but, at least you have people to fire.

Best of luck in Sac.

What the fuck? Is this Clark, borken Glass, local Sac and Luke's news? No it is Vulgarizer's news, so here it is:


I go in tuesday to get my second negative sperm check, so it will be official then. I am already figuring out what porn to watch in the morning before to fill the cup. I am thinking this hot Max Hardcore I just found. This hot blonde is dressed like a school girl and takes it DP style. Oh man is it hot.


Other news, I am attempting to quit smoking on Monday. I got this drug called Chantix or something that actually blocks the nicotine from releasing the dopemines or whatever. I have never attempted to quit before so this will be an adventure. I really think I can do it, although I have been smoking for 15 years so far. I have to do it really, I don't want to be all fucked up when I am older.


Welp, I am off to practice so we'll give you an update later!

LIVE FO RETSINIM wrote:What the fuck? Is this Clark, borken Glass, local Sac and Luke's news? No it is Vulgarizer's news, so here it is:


I go in tuesday to get my second negative sperm check, so it will be official then. I am already figuring out what porn to watch in the morning before to fill the cup. I am thinking this hot Max Hardcore I just found. This hot blonde is dressed like a school girl and takes it DP style. Oh man is it hot.


Other news, I am attempting to quit smoking on Monday. I got this drug called Chantix or something that actually blocks the nicotine from releasing the dopemines or whatever. I have never attempted to quit before so this will be an adventure. I really think I can do it, although I have been smoking for 15 years so far. I have to do it really, I don't want to be all fucked up when I am older.


Welp, I am off to practice so we'll give you an update later!

Horns up for your sperm thing. May your cups be ever filled. I recommend some of the latest Jenna Haze anal scenes for your masturbatory inspiration. Very effective in a short amount of time.

Best of luck to quitting smoking. I just did it cold turkey and what a bitch that was. All you have to do is grit your teeth for 3 days and the cravings reduce significantly to a liveable level. At that point it becomes a psychological thing that any strong will can control.

Broken_Glass_Lotion wrote:You always have a band. All you need is a computer, a few mics, and time. If you can't find the right players that "get it" then fuck em. Do it yourself. Make a kick ass studio EP track by track and play/program all the instruments. Mix it down to complete sickness and use that as a template for hiring players if you choose. Pretty much you only have to say one thing to them. "If you can beat my programs, you are hired." One would have to think that you have enough respect built up to justify no compromise to your vision. A professional musician would have to understand the potential future they would have supporting that vision.
I have a vision as well. I just don't have hardly any of the respect it takes for anyone to trust it so I have to keep it to myself and stick to making it happen vocally. Unfortunately, this leads to a feeling of a strangulation to the soul and it takes a serious belief in yourself to continue to hold on to the vision.
So you might be the Donald Trump of metal but, at least you have people to fire.

Best of luck in Sac.

I'm the Donald Trump of being an unsuccessful mid-20s dreamer, that's about it. I don't really consider the word ''fire'' when it comes to weeding out bandmates. It's no different than tossing out a bad apple when making a pie. If it don't make the dessert taste better and has some mold and worms growing in the middle... I throw it out and run to the store to look for another.


Good luck on the smoking thing Jody, I have high doubts you'll pull it off ... because I never could and its been months to years of many attempts, and you could smoke me out anyday. Shit's worse than heroin.

You guys need another band for the possible August Seattle date?

AndrogynousCharade wrote:

Good luck on the smoking thing Jody, I have high doubts you'll pull it off ... because I never could and its been months to years of many attempts, and you could smoke me out anyday.

Luke. You know I don't have any real personal issues with you. Hell, you've slept on my floor at MY invite, but please... that statement is fucking stupid.

You've said the same shit and a lot worse when I tried to quit (and I could easily out smoke you) and I've ONLY quit ONCE and am going on 9 months now. (Trust me when I say, the devil is lacing up his ice skates.) As far as I'm concerened, you quit or you don't. "Breaks" don't count, so lay off the lack of support, we ALL know how hard it is. Harder than expected for those that actually try, for that matter... No comment is *jusssst* fine.

Of course... Jody and I are fairly like-minded in our determination, so if this is what he wants, he'll do it no matter what you say about it. ~ Probably like myself, more to prove the FUCKING naysayers wrong for pure spite, so nevermind... remind us how many times you failed at it first.

Love,
A pasty faced Washintonian Woman.

well, the point is, I will be taking a pretty heavy duty drug that does not allow the nicotine to do anything. Smoking will no longer have an effect. So far it sounds pretty easy. It sounds like it will be hard to KEEP smoking while on this shit. I don't know we will see that is for sure. I am about 80% sure I can do it. ha.

Insane Wayne wrote:You guys need another band for the possible August Seattle date?

maybe for one of the B-ham shows. I am waiting to hear back so I will let you know yo.

AndrogynousCharade wrote:

Good luck on the smoking thing Jody, I have high doubts you'll pull it off ... because I never could and its been months to years of many attempts, and you could smoke me out anyday. Shit's worse than heroin.

Eh, I can do anything pretty much. I have never attempted, nor do I really want to, but it isn't even about any of that. I HAVE to quit or I am gonna have a fucked up life when I am 50. I can't deal with needles and doctors and shit like that. No fucking way. As it is now, I have smoked for 15 years and about half of that was light cigarettes. So basically, I can still get out and be ok. I will quit, even though right now I can't imagine myself NEVER having another cig again... wow. I guess right now I gotta just work on breaking this addiction. I hope I don't turn into one of those weird non-smokers. fuck.

Hey Red, you'll be back tokin' away in no time. Count on that.


That aromatic robust tobacco blend... like warm bread, blowing through your nostrils. You know you still want it, such a stress reliever and past-time reflection it is. Mmmmm.


Naysaying is my job.


''If I quit smoking, there's going to be secondhand bullets flying your way. Because I'm that tense''.

- B. Hicks

LIVE FO RETSINIM wrote:maybe for one of the B-ham shows. I am waiting to hear back so I will let you know yo.

we're workin on it!!

AndrogynousCharade wrote:Hey Red, you'll be back tokin' away in no time. Count on that.

Silly Sac. You don't know me at all, now do you?

Fuck yeah! News it up!! Yeah!

mickey brown-eye wrote:we're workin on it!!

what's the word?

LIVE FO RETSINIM wrote:what's the word?

Bird.
Everybody knows that the bird is the word